argh. i have lost my intergration tutorial 9.3 and 9.5. actually, i lost them even before the promos. shall haven to borrow them from YuXin again. that nice girl... she's always lending me the stuff i misplace... which is very often. love her! and no, i'm not doing math or studying early, i am collating my homework. or rather, making sure that i have the questions to do during the holidays.

i'm such a slacker. really. get rid of those disbelieving looks. so far, i have done nothing in the past 3 days but eat and sleep and stare at the blinking box... *my favourite box... my Teevee!* i really love stoning. no wonder Jian Yong loves it so much. it's so marvelous just having nothing to do. actually, i do have stuff to do, like getting ready for my OP but who cares.

had piano again. gah, i will never be able to be as pro as those grade 8 students. i know that my standard isn't even grade 7 really. or rather, grade 7 and grade 8 has such a freaking huge difference! Marie was super pro... she played such nice pieces. i wanna play nice songs too.

rain rain rain rain. made my black Charles and Keith shoe wet. was so annoyed. i love those shoes man! *shakes fist at rain*

let's see...
monday: OP
tuesday: slack
wednesday: met Quek and Weemin for camp prep. then slack
thursday: piano

and amidst it all, i found time to watch 4 hours of teevee per day. at least 4 hours. my CSI! i really like the miami one... i started off watching that one before the original one anyway. David Caruso is so cool. no no, wednesday i actually watched 6 hours! and between that, i was watching channelnewsasia for the American elections.

and i wrote a new fanfic. i love it! totally cool. heehee, the title's Tempting the Devil.

"Evil. It horrifies us, terrifies us but yet at the same time fascinates us. We are drawn to it simply because we recognize the fact that deep down, anyone of us, no matter how good, how kind, or how pure in spirit, are susceptible to the evil inside of us, not matter how deeply it is buried.
Sometimes it seems so cynical to claim that everyone has a source of evil within us, but the truth is that it was always there, waiting silently. We are all capable of doing harm, no matter how strongly we may choose to deny that fact."
-opening para-

just remember that i may not always write what i believe.

i'm a bloody slacker. do u know that i have 3 essays for history due??? and so much math and so much stupid econs to revise because i suck at it.

and i still want so badly to go shopping. it makes me forget i'm depressed.

down with PW!

oh... yay that the Republicans won... i perfer them to the Democrats. i'm not going into some political debate so this is merely my opinion. i think Bush isn't a bad president. it's definitely hard to do what he does in today's world, what with terrorism and stuff. he can't really be blamed. he started the war, people blame him for the deaths. if he didn't do anything, people would say he wasn't looking out for the nation's interest, see how tough it is? and btw, i think his dog is so totally cute. scottish terrier!

ohio was the swing state vote and really... it's cool that so many people voted this time.